SEARCHING FOR MYSELF

I feel lost in my thoughts
feel like I do not know me anymore
sometimes my thoughts really frighten me
I always felt so proud of knowing who I am
but now, just feel lost in my dreams
if there is anything I can dream of
do not know what to say
do not know what to do
haven't found out what makes me feel this way
is it something I gave up
is it something I haven't experienced
oh..Gosh...help me
I really want to know what is going on deep inside
that hurts so badly
this deep sadness is something I always felt
I can realise that now, but don't know how to solve it
once just overcoming it, will never bring me out of it
please show me the way
I feel like my chest is going to explode at any time
I just can see anything around to help me
nothing matters, no matter how hard I try
all I know, is that I want to really see the sunshining in my life
Osmar Cavalcante